I saw my psychiatrist today and shared with her how I cycled recently through some hypomania (irritability, agitation, losing temper, grandiosity, excessive spending) and then dipped into some depressive symptoms (loss of interests in hobbies, crying for no reason, feeling overwhelmed with everyday things, excessive worrying about friends and family problems.)
She is not changing any medications, probably because I am still functional. I’m “suffering on the inside, but still able to function,” as she put it.
For how many of you is this true? You struggle to make it through each day because of your mental illness symptoms, wondering if it will ever NOT be so challenging to live.
I suppose those with physical disabilities feel the same way. A paraplegic can’t have an easy time getting up and ready each day, but he does it just the same. As do we. We are not unique.
I found out today that I have something wrong with my kidneys. An ultrasound shows they are “thinning.” Being an otherwise physically healthy middle-aged adult (minus the chronic migraine), I am not happy about this. The next step will be to see a Nephrologist to find out more.
In the meantime, my GP told me not to take allieve which is part of what I take for migraine relief. WTF! Ugh!